YThursday, November 25, 2010' 10:20 PM
fReAkO_Di_iN_tHe hOuSe says:
busy nmpk
haha
siti says:
no lorr
i nga sedih
fReAkO_Di_iN_tHe hOuSe says:
la.. nape lak?
wad hapen?
need a hug?
ltr im gg wlds
hehe
eu got my num kn..
pape txt me tawu.. i'll be waiting ;)
siti says:
tkde
fReAkO_Di_iN_tHe hOuSe says:
85097946
got it?
er no wait just txt 82251097
siti says:
tey
fReAkO_Di_iN_tHe hOuSe says:
i nk kwa.. pape txt bye ..
i like eu ;)
yesterday had fun . send fatin to airport,yea,az cried for fatin is hard to leaving . to east coast ,ikahbarney and yan birthday,celebrate together . ikah get sabo from everybody.nice cake,tasty,cool new fwens,fwenly,taking pictures, love e pic with a tree behind..that's sweet ..last but not least i cried . after jayjay told me everything ..
i hug nana , then i feel something special..my tears totally drop more than a time.i just don't wanna loose a special friend like her..I'm NT the type take and throw fwens..
sigh..speechless..
today eesha pissed me off..she rejected being my friend. i just wanna her to keep in touch with me .serious.. i wont throw a friend like her. although we always argue,but her intention is very sincere .
hmm..yea..chatted in msn.our convo .
siti says:
youuu
dont please
eesha says:
its e best
:D
no worry
siti says:
no
eesha says:
im okey
siti says:
im nt happy
eesha says:
u have those pple to make eu happy
:D
siti says:
still nt happy
eesha says:
losing 1 is okey
im speechless okey
siti says:
i knw i hurt u mush..
bt
eesha says:
tak
dun say like that
eu not hurt me okey
ini semua part n parcel life
siti says:
sigh
eesha says:
dh
siti says:
hw can u accept it.
eesha says:
dun worry
eu dun stress okey
eehhh
U TIBK ITS EASY EHHH
TINK
EH U NOT IN MY SHOE
SO EU DUN ANYHOW SAY CAN
I DUN WANT ARGUE WITH EU
OKEY
DAH.... CUKOP
siti says:
im just asking,how you can accept it
eesha says:
ACCEPT WAT
E FACT THAT EU LOVE NANA FANA!!!!
WTH
siti says:
all thiss larhhh !
eesha says:
SAY WHATEVER EU WANT OKEY
OL I WANT IS EU BE HAPPY
siti says:
bape kali aku nk ckp !
eesha says:
LEADING HAPPY LIFE WITH E PERSON EU LOVE
siti says:
aku tk happy
!!
eesha says:
SAY BRAPE RIBU KALI
MY ANS SAME OKEY
PLS I DUN WANT ARGUE
siti says:
you are testing me !
eesha says:
I DUN WANT WE END DIS WITH AN ARGUMENT
siti says:
aishaaa
please..
eesha says:
YE
siti says:
keep in touch
aku bukan amek buang kawan
pls
its my wish
eesha says:
IF THAT WHAT EU WANT
siti says:
come on im being smooth here
try to understand
eesha says:
THE FACT IS THAT I DH CANNOT MCM
EU NOE LIKE SEEING EU AND NOEING EU WITH HER
PAHAM...
THATS Y I WANNA GO..
GO
GO
PLS
UNDERSTAND ME FER THIS TYME CAN
PLS
PLS
PLS
PLS
thats ol i want and need to say
JAGE DIRI
:D
sigh , im the one who is speechless .
YWednesday, November 24, 2010' 12:01 AM
enta . tak tau .
fatinn cannot tahan with az nye prangai .
owhh..az suke mrh2 eyk?
entah lah die . ish !
ishk..kalao tk gadoh ade la ade sign menunjok kn sayang,concern n care
hahah
ape dahhh
hahahah
baby !
you ni !
emo la pwuulakk
aiyaa
bialah ! cannot tashan ready !
ishk !
kene tashann laaa
fatin tk sayang die kee..
ishk..i concern tao psl kowangss dua
nanak nenok fight2
nk nenok kiss kiss
hahah !
tasuke uhr ! urgh !
malas nak talk pasal az k ?
haiss..i mintak2 kowangs baek2 semula..fullstop..ishk..fatinn ni degil nk mampos..g mamam gula2 k..cool down down..hehe
tak nakkkkkkkkkk !
ish ! ketok kepale you then you know .
jumpe besok k , with no az . kalau i nampak az , hmmph ! never going to see you all lagy
ucuk!
jgn la gitu
isk if az ade tk
coz u g sane sorang
mit abg there
ishk
jgn ego la maplek
hahah
i don't ever want to see az k ?
you ade faham .
ishk tat one idk syg oi..
dun ask me
aiyaa
part mane u tk fhm oi..nk kene opperate uh brain kaoo
so tell nana ! i told nana not to come .
ishk
ishk..dun like tat laa fatinn..just tmr put ur ego away,kalao tk ane u nk tenang nnty kt sane..
takot nnty u stress kt sane
u fhm kn
?
ishk..
no ! idw see az !
favour please ?
-____-"
hmm
favour please ?
make it come true please ?
YTuesday, November 23, 2010' 11:56 PM
fatin nanak me send her off to airport coz die nanak nenok az..ishk..ape la salah nye jmp az .gadoh mcm ne pong,mesti kene jmp kalaoo nk g jauh kan?ishk..
ii nga pujok fatinn ni..nga trying my best taoo..this is what friends do..ehehehhe
iskhkk...mcm ne eykk?ii peng i ckp tmr pong i anta abg sedare ii kt airport T3 .my bro go off pong kul 4 samer dgn fatinn..hmm..
ii nk bawak azz !!
fatin degill uhrr..die mati2 tknk tgk muke az..she begging me nt to bring her..ishk..
idk sehh wt to do..
ARPISH LOVE OTONG?
WRONG ,
ARPISH LOVE OTONG AS A FRIEND .
AHH ,.. THATS RIGHT .
:)) otong do love u as a fwen too .
STOPP ALL THISS !WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME ??!!!!IM FUCKING FUCKTUPP NOW !
today called aisha told her that im letting both go .
but when i say im letting you go ..she ''said if you want this then OK ''.
im like,if im in this condition, why she dun even care for me? she don't fight for it. haiss..im speechles after that .
i think back . like sympathy her .. i ask her to think carefully,and i give my decision soon .and this is my last decision i make..
update my decision soon .
im tired of this btw,only god knows my i feel.
nana lefted me yesterday and declaring that she can't take it anymore .but she wont leave me as a fwen .:)
both in the wrong,
both hurt,
done,
SOLVE .
YThursday, November 11, 2010' 11:03 PM
alah kateeq says:
sweetheart ..
besok hari ape buat you ?
eesha says:
As i noe.. besok bdae i lahr...
Almaaak...
alah kateeq says:
hahaha
eesha says:
Haaaa
Ape aje
Ishk..
alah kateeq says:
you want anything special?
eesha says:
I dun want anything b..
Just want ur love
Ur care n concern.. n nvr ever stop loving me
Fuhhh....
alah kateeq says:
:)
eesha says:
Ishk..
alah kateeq says:
what present you want ?
will get for you
eesha says:
Tah eh..
Taknak lah b..
Nak present eu...
Haaa
alah kateeq says:
*blush*
you really wanted that present ?
on your birthday
eesha says:
Ishk..
alah kateeq says:
..
eesha says:
Kasi i i surprise
alah kateeq says:
as in what
eesha says:
Haa
Tak phm b...
alah kateeq says:
present , in what way ? me?
or
..
eesha says:
B eu pakai.comp
alah kateeq says:
yea obviously ♥
*asking why*
eesha says:
Weebie yok..
I ngah nak jalan gi toilet cuci muka
Minom air on lappy
Haaa
alah kateeq says:
haa
see my face?
uh huh..
hahah
eesha says:
Y
Taknak takpe h
Org rindu die
alah kateeq says:
owhhh
eesha says:
Ishk..
B
alah kateeq says:
wanted it soo much ..
come fasterrr
hahah
if you're late , i'll kick ur ass ..
omg..so violent :-(
eesha says:
Haa.
B tgh on lappy b..
Tomorrow its my sweetheart birthday . and i wanna wish her happy birthday in advance. its the best day ever for her . i will fullfill her wishes :)sincer,honesty,long lasting,true love .♥i love you nur aisha ♥
YTuesday, November 9, 2010' 6:36 AM
Secret love
Not 2 far
Not 2 close
Any hope?
No one knows.
Not 2 far
Not 2 near
Should i tell her?
Still some fear.
Not 2 far
Not 2 close
Like the rain
Comes n goes.
Not 2 far
Not 2 near
Wanna tell her
... But she ...
No longer here
YWednesday, November 3, 2010' 10:36 PM
Please walk away from my life .
I don't want you to disturb me anymore .
Just leave me alone .
And , i'll be fine without you .
So you don't need to be worried about me ♥
YMonday, November 1, 2010' 7:37 AM
WAITING FOR KUTEK..EVERYDAY I SPEND MY TIME BEING PATIENT. WAITING FOR HER VOICE.HER JOKES..HAHA..PALA KUTEK..DASAR KUTEK MU KUTE KU ..HAHAH .otf pls..dh tk tahan lagy..rinduu..
KBD
yesterday its was really2 hurtishh day for me .thats the why i said im scared to fall in love and became like this . i wish kutek is nt that type of person . cukup la aku kene bustard slalu . cukup . sakit haty ..she's a heartbreaker .playing with my feelings . give high hopes on me.. you think im what ? tissue? dh suke dh cinte, go .biler dh mcm ni..sekelip mata kaw berubah jady straight :( .YOU SAID YOU WERE A PL . YOU'RE NT STRAIGHT . YOU CAN'T GO WITH GUYS .but whyy?? asl kaw tibe2 straight ? tkde prasaan sayang kt aku? big question mark. sampai skrg aku msh tk boleh terima and tk percaye .kite argue psl , kaw tk tunjok kasih syg kt aku . you love words . no actions .bt high hopes. i told you before , ucukBABY , ii tknk words .i nk actions .she said , ok bby ! will do ! i promise !..but i nvr see any .. slalunye , aku yg pegang tangan kaw , luah kn prasaan cinte aku padanya . mata memandang mata . weird taw biler kite pandang mata ke mata . nnty mcm,mmg dh fall in love , fall lagy , her eyes makes me arghhh ..makin hari lepas, makin sayang dan cinte padanya . aku tk mintak ape2 dari kaw..sumer, keJUJURAN , keIKHLASAN , keSETIAAN , keSAYANGAN .itu empat aku mintak . aku tknk duit aku tknk ape2 yg mahal .cumer ..haty..ikhlas kalao nk bercinte . i told you im fragile . im good hearted . too soft.manje.tk maki org ,susah nk marah..im patient . last year i fall for ths girl,idk y the feelings come in e sudden.after get hopes for 5 months.she left me..we was dating:) and ya..wth.bfore that,i fall for her sister,after 4 months of lies.and im tired.thnx to e both if them.adek beradik bodek..:) cried badly like hell:)
previously and first time was with nat.PL caucasian girl.gived her everything .love,care and concern,understanding,kiss hugs and more..lastly.she text me.im sorry,find a better one..im nt an PL animore. wahh..heart broken..after that,mit an mix caucasian girl .very2 pretty.good hearted.she make me fall for her...lucky just 20 percent of love i gave.last i get this..IM SORRY FOR THE HOPES.IM NT READY.wahlao..amek kaw..heartbroken again.1st, ina fenty..we gadoh besar ,.i dun wanna whole school knws that she's straight .coz her fwens ,susah nk terima and her fwens hate LESBO ! .. we made a promise . kite mataair . biar lw prifile k :) .she says ok.one day,she told her classmate that shes a lesbo. im angry.bukan ape..takot nnty sampai2 kn sampai satu skola tau and she will get embarrass .im mad to e max.we made a promise once again, nt to told ani of her fwens. deal.after 2 days,she told her bestfwen that she;s lesbo,her bestfwen dislike it and ya,many people knws bout it...she made a big mistakes . and we argue many things.many things she break promise.and last i really cant take it. it was really painful . im hurt .very2..i asked for separate . actually i do tell her that im gonna separate with her.many times.but i didnt do it .till my heart breakes . into pieces.then im ready for separate . but i love her soo soo much .soo soo much.haa..lastly she go with a butch.wth.i hate that butch idk why . ina hurts by her.she hurt ina badly and many times.ina still hack care and go with her.WEIRD ! ..2nd was reena,13 days of r/s ,lastly she ask for break up .because i ask her for date . we get into r/s too fast.we just get to know each other for 2 days i think and we rush to r/s . but i dun feel e love and im nt into her attitude . she fucking flirt .imagine if im were ur gf , i was sitting at e same table with you. and im SL-ING with other butch,andros and pl's. hugging and kissing .infront of me..baru je mataair and she done that infront of me . you feel like an IDIOT there? do your feelings hurt ?heart broke into pieces? yes/no ??hahah.. i just ,asked her weather we can date first and then get into r/s?date with her.i dont play two party..only date with her.bt she can say pls dont,im nt ok with your decision. ..we can talk.but she just say this sentence.i dislike it and YOU GO UR OWN WAY,I GO MY OWN WAY . just that.i was begging her nt to separate.omg i failed !wtf.she says that with no feelings.omg i cried for many times.the 3rd one is yaya,deeply in love with her.she gave me high hopes.really2 high hopes.we were to near to r/s .almost there.last, i heard frm my fwens,they saw yaya outside ZIRCA with a GUY !.sitting on his lap.FWENS TOLD ME HER FACE WAS TOTALLY SHOCKED WHEN MY FWENS APPROACH HER.fwens asked her,who is this guy.she say her bf,another fwen ask her,she say bestfwen,other fwens ask her,she says family fwen..wth..lies lies lies..ive been trying to contact with her for many times.i understand shes working .bt when i tried to call and mxg her.she wont pick up for a long term.ive been patient and understanding .i love her deep in heart .she told me bfore she nt e club type. she a religious good girl..hmm..heart pain..painfull..!! betoll..4th, farah hani.she's very beautiful and extremley georgeous lady ! tall cute,pretty,outstanding personality.just the right type..we 1st get to know each other and jokes was on e day rp has football match . we happily joking and laughing..frm there she started to give me really2 high hopes..this is e extremley high hopes.after kissing hugging and more.she ofer me for an open r/s with her.on 4th august.i get really2 high hopes frm her.lastly she shit on me..i was been contacting her many times.she mia..for 2 weeks or more than she texted me sayying she cant b with me,im too good for her.she ask me to find someone bettar..wth..very2 pain...heartbroken again...im tired of typing . just like i say,sincer when you girls in love.and try nt to hurt that person badly .avoid that .:'( ..crying non stop..too tired la..im soo scared to fall in love .thats wt i told to every girls who date or in r/s with me..im careful bt lastly ii kene pretttt!..fuhh..awesome..!i give every of ther LOVE,SINCER,CARE AND CONCERN,GIFT FROM MY HEART,UNDERSTANDING.NT ONE IVE THINK OF FLIRTING OR LOVE OTHER PERSON EITHER THEM.NO..NT ONCE IVE EVER THINK OF THAT..ya this is life.bt asl sumer aku yg kene kn?? is like..tk fair..many more girls..bt i dint mention..too lazy to type..haha..hmm..ok till here and ya..i hope after this..no more hopes,no more lies,no more flirting , no more hurting deeply.:) and love me for who i am.:)
