heyy bloggy !

just woke up , had a bad dream of kuda kepang . dream of this ketek .its subriwo . is like MONKEY . in spiritual kuda kepang , after they played n e spirit is going home , it will open actions n is like do a monkey traditional style . n tats KETEK . he was dancing in front of me n was talking in JAVA language . i was so frighten to the core n shivering , suddenly something pump on my body n i woke up wit my SHOCK SOTONG FACE .i was like .WTF !! i don't understand what ketek says .the voice is SO fucking deep ! after a while,ketek sang java song i think .idk,it was like singing n talking in e same time . . its like .. idk how to say .. its a fucking dream , but ,i love that ketek . it seems real . wit the Beard , mahkota ,suit ,bells ,long sharp teeth .. is like ..COOL man ! haa..




1 more bfore i 4get , actually what else do u wan frm me?? huh?? ! very irriee u knw .. it was like , im no more in ur life , n u r asking me stupid ques,trying to find my fault ,tell me im like thz im like that , juz live me can ?juz don't be irrie la pls .everytym seh.kaw fikir aku tkde haty?u ask me to BERAMBOSS ! , but u still ..haiss..idk wt to say.people read they will knw themself .. i really don't knw what u want nw . sorry, UR EGO ARE TOO OVER .,till people can't take it .. u understand ? nt by telling u luhh,im no one tat can say u ego .ego pn tgk keadaan luhh seyy .. eh kalao pmpn lain buat aku mcm ni , aku guaranty kaki aku kt muke die sia . asl aku tknk buat tuu mcm kt kaw ? sebab aku syg kaw sebagai ex aku . tkde kurang tkde lebih ..asl aku tk maki kaw ?? huhhh ?tkde niat aku sikit pn nk luke kn haty kaw . kaw dh BUSTARD aku sampai ni mcm , lps tu nk mrh maki aku ..ape maksod ni ? tkya nk bilang aku ape nk buat . ni pendirian aku sendiri . jgn kacau . aku tknk buat kaw malu kaw fhm ?. kaw kwn baek meh dgn gee . aku pandang drg kaw tau ? aku tk jln tangan coz of thz...drg pn kwn aku,drg pn kwn kaw.. aku tknk buat kecoh but u r testing me .. ni dh over but i still kept in my heart till it BURST .

but still aku mengalah , biar aku diam . kalao aku dh bbl tangan aku jln .i don't want to hurt my dearest ex .juz rmbr thz ..i love my ex's ..tc love♥


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